After the agony, the orgiastic

When you need it, you need it

It has been over a week since surgery now, and I am feeling almost normal, except for tubes emerging from my belly. How Interesting! Doesn't hurt, even when they pull tubes or wires right out.

At times it was impossible to maintain a spiritual perspective, but today I have resumed no-self. Occasionally so overwhelming in my condition that I just lay back with my face turned upward hardly able to breathe, tears running down my face. No one seems to walk in at these moments.

I hope to leave the hospital in the next day or two.